In this world of mechanical roar, brokenness and anxiety, Cantrela’s name is like an unsolved puzzle, lying there quietly, waiting to be interpreted. She carries a certain unspeakable wish, a desire for breakthrough, growth, and evolution, as if she is a symbol of self-projection, representing the anxiety and struggle deep in everyone’s heart. She is not just a character in the game, but more of your inner desire for change, hope and meaning.
When you start preparing materials for her, preparing breakthroughs, skills, and special weapon materials, do you realize that in this process, you are actually preparing some externalized tools for yourself? Every low-frequency polyphonic core, every sea floating thorn, and every purgatory conch seem to exist for a deeper goal. And is this goal really for Cantrela’s growth, or is it a pursuit of your own existence in your heart?
You prepared these materials for her, as if you were building a perfect character, but you never stopped to ask yourself, who needs these “perfect” characters? Is it the self deep in your heart that desires to control everything, or do you want to find an outlet for self-identification through endless accumulation and preparation? Every breakthrough of Cantrela seems to reflect every hesitation and anxiety in your heart, and her growth is a reflection of your own growth.
Just as the breakthrough you made for Cantrela, gradually upgrading from level 1 to level 90, each of your preparations seems to tell you that in constant efforts and evolution, perhaps you can break through those invisible shackles. The gradual accumulation of low-frequency polyphonic cores is like your challenges in life. They seem simple, but they constitute the foundation that cannot be ignored on your growth path; and those sin-purifying conches seem to be the price you pay every time to cleanse your inner sins. Every piece of material seems to be pushing open the door of your heart and taking you to the future that you cannot avoid.
You may stop at a certain moment and ask yourself: What do these materials mean? You look at Cantrela’s breakthrough requirements, feeling the indescribable tension and expectation. Low-frequency poly-square sound core, medium-frequency poly-square sound core, high-frequency poly-square sound core, full-frequency poly-square sound core, all of these are the raw materials you need for her growth, but they are ultimately just materials extracted from a virtual world and cannot really fill the void in your heart. Their significance lies only in the fact that you give them a virtual goal, and what are you pursuing behind the goal?
Whether it is Cantrela’s circuit upgrade or breakthrough upgrade, all of these are like a performance of a constant pursuit of self. You prepared 122 copies of special resonance promoters for her. Are these the self-reinforcements in countless attempts in your life? You hope to find a little comfort and satisfaction in the corner of your heart through every upgrade you give her.
Just like every exclusive weapon material you prepared for her – simple shackles, basic shackles, modified shackles, special shackles, they seem to be to enhance her combat effectiveness, but in fact they are to let you know that no matter how you prepare, external strength is only temporary. What can really make you grow is your inner strength and perseverance, not just the accumulation of external objects. All the power you have accumulated for her seems to tell you that external strength cannot change the inner weakness, and inner strength is the power you can really rely on.
Just like in Cantrella’s breakthrough process, you see her constantly surpassing herself and moving step by step to a higher level. In the end, you will realize that all this is not her victory, but your victory deep in your heart. The accumulation of each material is the process of your self-cultivation. Will you see your own transformation in her growth process? Do you realize that those moments that you regard as “breakthroughs” are finding an outlet for the unwillingness and desire in your own heart?
But we can never ignore this question: when you have made all the preparations for Cantrela and carefully accumulated all the materials, can you really make her omnipotent? Will her breakthrough and her growth bring you the results you expect? Or, while you are constantly pursuing her strength, have you ignored what you really need in your heart?
These materials are like bits and pieces of your life, and their accumulation cannot really change the emptiness and uneasiness in your heart. You can prepare countless materials for Cantrela and improve her abilities, but if you don’t really examine your heart, those breakthroughs will always be in vain. Just like Cantrela’s circuit, behind its continuous evolution is always the blank in the depths of your heart, and only you can fill that gap.
When preparing these materials for Cantrela, you will find that they are not only the resources you have accumulated for her, but also the dialogue between you and yourself deep in your heart. Her growth is the power you have accumulated for yourself, perhaps not the power of fighting, but the power of your heart. What really satisfies you is not every upgrade of Cantrela, but the thinking and awakening you have gained in the process.
Therefore, whether it is the low-frequency polyphonic core or the super resonance promoter, they are all part of your heart. The preparation of each material is the starting point for you to find your true power in this virtual world and move towards self-breakthrough. In that deep game world, you find an opportunity for self-reflection. In the end, you will understand that the real breakthrough does not come from external things, but from the continuous sublimation of your inner self-cognition.
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